I had to take a break. I had to break the cycle I was in. I was getting next to no sleep. I was spending too much time in front of a tube. Either here or in the living room. I was allowing ordinary Life stresses to run things.
I have spent the last month or so re-connecting myself with the hands on side of me. The punch list of chores, projects and incomplete construction crusades attacked with all I had to bear. Not only has a dent appeared in the list, but I have been enjoying regular sleep for quite awhile now.
I would say that Life is good at the moment. But that would be an over statement. It's the same as it was a month ago. I just have been able to sleep through part of it. And that has made the rest much more enjoyable to deal with.